7:59 p.m. - 2006-07-17
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for years you wondered what it was like... wondered how to be that kind of person, or why they even exsists and then one day you wake up and go oh my god, I turned into one of those kinds of people... I've always been a mean person, but never one that needed to put other people down to feel better about myself... or at least never conciously did it... so I realized I've started to, I also realized I have way more psychological issues than I thought I did... I'm messed up inside, I wonder if I'll ever be fixed.
This getting skinny seems to be hurting me more than it's helping. or maybe it's just bringing it to the surface.
